it wasn't pretty. But a new personal record: Double my Bodyweight - 150kg. Thoughts that were going through my head: fear of injury; fear of Failure. But there is one thing that I fear even more than those - fear of regret. Regret that I didn't give it my all. Once I remembered what I put in is more important than anything that scares me, all fear and doubt melted away. I walked up to the bar with an absolutely clear mind...ready to give it Hell